How do you get yourself to eat?

i struggle and have struggled with anorexia for 31 years and have been to 7 treatment centers which really havent gotten me far....... right now im srruggling again but doing something to make myself eat called eating outside the box........ What im doing is telling myself i dont want to die and i need the food so i make myself eat something nutritional and the outside the box part is giving myself the challange of eating something eating something i wouldnt normally eat based on my restri...